A Work In Progress

Dog, Daddy Bee Bee, Mummy Bee Bee, Baby Bee Bee and Mee Mee. Spot the naming trend?  

So our girl is in daycare!! Two days a week, and then moving to three in a few weeks time. It's not easy. For any of us. Grace is going through a huge range of emotions and huge amounts of tiredness. For Chad and I, it's been a couple of weeks of feeling worried for our girl. My heart breaks when I leave her, or hear she has been upset. When Chad picks her up, to hear that she says "My Daddy came back!!" makes me sad, as if we wouldn't come back!!! I know it will be okay, we all just have to tough it out till we get into a routine. One day at a time.  

So I'm driving home, my mind on 29,000 different things and I reach a point in my journey where traffic usually backs up. Ahead, just round a bend in the road, there is an intersection where the road spilts into two lanes, with only the left lane going straight ahead. I slow down behind a car in front of me, moving over to the left side of the road in what I assume is the start of the queue to go straight at the intersection. I wait patiently for the queue to move. Cars pass me on the right, heading into the other lane that turns right. After about 5 mins, I realise an awful lot of cars are going past me. A huge amount, way more than normally ever turn right. I can't see ahead far enough to see what the hold up is in my lane. It's then I realise I'm actually not in a queue at all. I'm behind four parked cars. Worse still, I've created a queue behind me of other drivers who assumed that I was part of a queue leading up to the intersection. I think I n...

New product launch, h2go limited edition chocolate water. Grace is a fan!

Wait till she finds out we are going to Disneyland without her...worst parents ever

Brain feels like it has reached full capacity. Our family is totally maxing out on life changing events in quarter one: first time daycare for Grace, new job for Chad, peak time in current job for me, wedding, plus overseas trip. As a result it's 3am and brain still making lists, trying to quiet internal panics and managing mothers guilt. In saying that, life is full and complete and blessed with happiness. Just gotta breathe through the busy days and coach my change adverse mind into going with the flow.