So much change in my world at the moment. For someone like me who is quite happy with the status quo, this level of change feels like too much at one time!
So what am I worried about: I guess when it boils down to it, I am worried that I will compromise what I want to make others happy. Now that in itself is not a bad thing, we all need to compromise. But what I have done in the past is compromised a lot of things that I have wanted to make others happy.
So what I need to remember as I move back, is to identify the things that are really important to me, and make sure that I deliver to my needs on those.
While I am trying to tick those boxes, it will be important for me to stay positive, and feel the support and love of my friends and family and not interpret their care and concern as judgement.
I hope in a few months time I can look back on this time and be proud of how I have handled things, and be proud of what I have learnt.
Now - off to lunch and time to stop worrying!! It will only accelerate my wrinkles and I am trying to put off botox until I am 38.
So what am I worried about: I guess when it boils down to it, I am worried that I will compromise what I want to make others happy. Now that in itself is not a bad thing, we all need to compromise. But what I have done in the past is compromised a lot of things that I have wanted to make others happy.
So what I need to remember as I move back, is to identify the things that are really important to me, and make sure that I deliver to my needs on those.
While I am trying to tick those boxes, it will be important for me to stay positive, and feel the support and love of my friends and family and not interpret their care and concern as judgement.
I hope in a few months time I can look back on this time and be proud of how I have handled things, and be proud of what I have learnt.
Now - off to lunch and time to stop worrying!! It will only accelerate my wrinkles and I am trying to put off botox until I am 38.