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Another happy day

House cleaned, some washing done, nappies changed, baby cuddled. Good day.

Time goes past so quickly, it's important I stop and remember these times. That's one of the reasons I write this blog, not only does it help me vent and see the funny side of things, but it also helps record these precious times as they are so fleeting.

Grace continues to grow fast. Everyday she changes. This week she is reaching for toys where as last week she only just looked at them and waved her arms. She chats with me, cooing and smiling. I adore those chats.

She still sleeps in our room, not sure when to move her to her room, it seems so far from me!!

I love taking my girl out, makes me feel like a real Mum and I'm proud of how beautiful my girl is, I love showing her off.

I'm learning to let go a bit more and trust other people to look after her. I make jokes that it a relief to get away, but really, I ache for her when I'm not by her side.

I know her face, her body, her cry. I know what upsets her, and what gets a smile. I know her.

It's been a good day. It's a good life.

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