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Long days

We are up to day four of the official lockdown. The days feel long but they also feel safe and relaxed.

Today we went for a walk, looking out for teddy bears that people are placing in their windows as part of a NZ wide "bear hunt". Lots of fun and Grace didnt even complain the whole walk!!!!

Then home for craft, cards, books and lego.

I'm fortunate to live in a house that is big enough to give us each space and with people that are close enough to me to give support and love.

I miss not seeing my parents. I'm so glad we can talk on the phone or see them by video call but it's not the same as a hug. 

This virus is terrifying in the pace it spreads and the ruthlessness with which it impacts people. We have had one death in NZ but I hate to say it, there will be more. I only hope we can contain it through this lock down. Let NZ become a safe bubble for us. Keep the borders closed, keep our loved ones safe.

But that is out of my control, so I focus on what is, keeping myself and my family safe, insisting my parents stay home even after the lockdown, at least for a while. 

And making sure those dear to me know how much I love them.

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