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Immobile

 When I get stressed I often struggle to start things. At the moment at work, I have more on at work than I can handle. But instead of methodically going through it I have just been staring at my computer screen for about an hour.

I will take a break - I have to drop Luli at the airport soon so that might help me reset my brain.

Luli has been with us for a couple of months, she has absolutely loved staying with us but has struggled at school as the teachers have not really been accommodating of the international students. So yesterday, her Mum decided to fly her home. I do get it, but it has kinda derailed my days as have had to help her buy some stuff yesterday, farewell dinner last night, and then off to the airport this arvo. AND we had tickets to the rugby in a couple of weeks so now have a spare seat.

It's all fine, just extra stress that I didn't need this week.

I will work from home tomorrow to try and get through the work that I haven't been able to do today.

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